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Sep 25, 20231 min read
trying hard
I’m trying hard to hold back. We both agreed that playing games was something we both didn't like. But here I am, wondering if I’ve...
Sep 12, 20232 min read
Saying goodbye
Excerpt from a letter: ... Before we were a duo I was scared of being alone, and I still am. You filled my life and the emptiness is...
Aug 18, 20231 min read
food as a feeling
I have been shaped and formed by so many experiences there can be no other result than to be me. Life molds me again and again into...
Jul 30, 20231 min read
I let you see
“I tell you no lies, I let you see” Song “Sharlene”, artist Hong Kong Boyfriend I've lived a thousand lives in 35 years. I can fill a...
Jul 14, 20231 min read
bitch
Bitch. Mean. Cold. Harsh. That’s something I heard a lot when I was younger. I never thought of myself as a mean person or a bitch,...
Jul 7, 20231 min read
happiness, an invitation
“Are you happy?” I'm not sure if happy is the best description of how I feel. I think it’s more like contentment that I feel. In all of...
Jun 18, 20231 min read
Birthday wishes
Birthday wishes. A fever of emotions. Today I count calories and cocktails, track those who write me congratulations and those who don’t....
Jun 9, 20232 min read
cowardly love
“You are not allowed to be a coward and in love; you must choose one.” -Unknown “All alone in the danger zone Are you ready to take my...
Jun 2, 20231 min read
What’s missing is still you.
“and when nobody wakes you up in the morning, and when nobody waits for you at night, and when you can do whatever you want. what do you...
May 19, 20231 min read
hesitations
Recently I heard a line in a series that stuck with me: 'my countless hesitations were to blame'. It made me wonder about myself, where...
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