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trying hard

I’m trying hard to hold back. We both agreed that playing games was something we both didn't like. But here I am, wondering if I’ve...

Saying goodbye

Excerpt from a letter: ... Before we were a duo I was scared of being alone, and I still am. You filled my life and the emptiness is...

food as a feeling

I have been shaped and formed by so many experiences there can be no other result than to be me. Life molds me again and again into...

I let you see

“I tell you no lies, I let you see” Song “Sharlene”, artist Hong Kong Boyfriend I've lived a thousand lives in 35 years. I can fill a...

bitch

Bitch. Mean. Cold. Harsh. That’s something I heard a lot when I was younger. I never thought of myself as a mean person or a bitch,...

happiness, an invitation

“Are you happy?” I'm not sure if happy is the best description of how I feel. I think it’s more like contentment that I feel. In all of...

Birthday wishes

Birthday wishes. A fever of emotions. Today I count calories and cocktails, track those who write me congratulations and those who don’t....

cowardly love

“You are not allowed to be a coward and in love; you must choose one.” -Unknown “All alone in the danger zone Are you ready to take my...

What’s missing is still you.

“and when nobody wakes you up in the morning, and when nobody waits for you at night, and when you can do whatever you want. what do you...

hesitations

Recently I heard a line in a series that stuck with me: 'my countless hesitations were to blame'. It made me wonder about myself, where...

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