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Oct 17, 20231 min read
Tiramisu
Currently a song I’ve been listening to a lot lately. I even added it to my ‘happy love’ playlist. A coincidence then that this is the...
Oct 1, 20231 min read
Peace
Today I am simply moved by gratitude. By the distance between what once was and now is, and all the connecting steps which lead to here....
Sep 26, 20231 min read
Regret
Regret is an activity I no longer have time for. Anger is something I can't be bothered with. I hope your hope vanishes with this...
Sep 18, 20231 min read
Rushing back
The girl I used to be comes rushing back. So many images and feelings. Who I used to be, the life I used to have, the things I loved, the...
Sep 13, 20231 min read
Gemini
NYC. The city that never sleeps they say. The city where the people don't slow down. Constant, on the go, loud. Who would I be in this...
Sep 11, 20231 min read
Never enough
How often I pushed your nose away, or even went into the bedroom and closed the door after me. All to escape your incessant demands for...
Sep 8, 20231 min read
Just the things I like part 2
Your video call before your weekend started. (I squealed like a teenage girl afterwards). Your face when I opened the door after we...
Aug 31, 20231 min read
easy like sunday morning
The simple pleasures of love, the things we missed in our loneliness. Hands to hold and smiles to share with secrets in our eyes. Moving...
Aug 29, 20231 min read
Squeezes and sponges
Squeeze me until nothing is left besides comfort. You squeeze me tighter, but instead like a sponge I expand from your love. Warm myself...
Aug 26, 20231 min read
you already know
Your arms told me before your mouth did. Your face told me before your words did. Your actions spoke louder than your voice could. It’s...
Aug 22, 20231 min read
consume, charge, recharge
Your love is saturating, not consuming. I don’t want to devour it only to see it die out, I want it to seep into every pore and warm me....
Aug 14, 20231 min read
little things I like
Your surprise and smile when I reach for your hand as we walk down the street. The look on your face when I walked up to our table for...
Aug 10, 20231 min read
afterglow
Cuddling in the afterglow, trying to touch but bodies still too warm. My heart is also warm and I smile to myself in the dark. You fall...
Aug 7, 20231 min read
the right time to call you mine
Is it too early to fall in love? To call you mine? Every time I see you I leave affirmed and hopeful. Laughter and light spill over from...
Aug 4, 20231 min read
lies
When you said you'd sleep over I warned you about my insomnia. That I'd toss and turn and keep you up at night. You told me you were a...
Aug 2, 20231 min read
you grin at me
You grin at me and I see right through your thoughts. 'I like you' I say between kisses. 'You like me' is what I think, and I like seeing...
Jul 11, 20231 min read
bricks
When did loneliness become such a hard thing? Where did it get it's sharp edges? How can it fill a room with it's stillness? How can it...
Jul 10, 20231 min read
conditions
Losing you is the part of loving you that is the easiest. Maybe I'm too used to loss and not used enough to love. Maybe 14 years was...
Jul 5, 20231 min read
old life
What does it feel like to feel your old life dying? It feels like this. The joy bubbling within you, spilling over and meeting the pain...
Jun 29, 20231 min read
hovering
In the darkness of the night I lay still and dream of another I hover between sleep and wakefulness I am loved. I am protected. I am...
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