Insomnia
Last night I hardly slept Body exhausted but mind unrelenting. After tossing and turning, I layed there and quietly watched Netflix until...
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Jun 20, 20231 min read
Let's try this thing again
What if I’m ready to try again? What if that is the most terrifying thing? Do I have the courage? Meet me between my sheets. Let me...
Jun 19, 20231 min read
unlearn love
You love what you know. So, I'm trying to unlearn everything I know. I don't want to love what I love anymore.
Jun 16, 20231 min read
First date
Nerves. The tingling anticipation of expectation. Or is it (could it be) hope?. "Meet my vibes" I silently plead. The prayer of every...
Jun 13, 20231 min read
boomerang
I push my loneliness away but it comes back to me like a boomerang. Why can't you do the same when I throw you away?
Jun 12, 20231 min read
Sylwia Plath
What if I'm the Sylvia Plath kind of sadness and not Taylor Swift’s version of melancholy? What if my sadness has hints of madness.
Jun 6, 20231 min read
the great wall
I allow myself anything but tenderness. Tenderness could crumble even the great wall of China. Sending it's molded stones tumbling down,...
May 31, 20231 min read
it came time
You won every time, except when it came to time. What I wouldn't do to bury my face in your neck and smell your smell.
May 15, 20231 min read
Nowhere left for my love
With nowhere left for my love to go, I pour it into the ground. Will it melt or seep deeper? Will a tree sprout from it and grow tall?...
May 8, 20231 min read
listening for heart beats in the darkness
I just want to indulge my vices. I want to smoke. I want to drink. I want to give in to every urge to kiss you. I want to stay up until...
May 4, 20231 min read
You were the weather
When it was us I never trusted tomorrow. Tomorrow was a fickle thing. Evasive, elusive, slipping between my fingers. You were the same....
May 3, 20231 min read
The human exerience
The human experience is about pain and joy and everything in between. We can't escape pain but only learn to bear it. But why is...
Apr 24, 20231 min read
Loneliness
The loneliness echoes off the walls. memories echo through my heart. softness still lingers but the warmth is slowly fading. You. Your...
Apr 21, 20231 min read
The most beautiful parts
The most beautiful parts of loving someone always happen at the start and at the end. The first time your reality jolts along with your...
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