Jun 26, 20231 minInsomniaLast night I hardly slept Body exhausted but mind unrelenting. After tossing and turning, I layed there and quietly watched Netflix until...
Jun 20, 20231 minLet's try this thing againWhat if I’m ready to try again? What if that is the most terrifying thing? Do I have the courage? Meet me between my sheets. Let me...
Jun 19, 20231 minunlearn loveYou love what you know. So, I'm trying to unlearn everything I know. I don't want to love what I love anymore.
Jun 18, 20231 minBirthday wishesBirthday wishes. A fever of emotions. Today I count calories and cocktails, track those who write me congratulations and those who don’t....
Jun 16, 20231 minFirst dateNerves. The tingling anticipation of expectation. Or is it (could it be) hope?. "Meet my vibes" I silently plead. The prayer of every...
Jun 13, 20231 minboomerangI push my loneliness away but it comes back to me like a boomerang. Why can't you do the same when I throw you away?
Jun 12, 20231 minSylwia PlathWhat if I'm the Sylvia Plath kind of sadness and not Taylor Swift’s version of melancholy? What if my sadness has hints of madness.
Jun 9, 20232 mincowardly love“You are not allowed to be a coward and in love; you must choose one.” -Unknown “All alone in the danger zone Are you ready to take my...
Jun 6, 20231 minthe great wallI allow myself anything but tenderness. Tenderness could crumble even the great wall of China. Sending it's molded stones tumbling down,...