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you grin at me

You grin at me and I see right through your thoughts. 'I like you' I say between kisses. 'You like me' is what I think, and I like seeing...

soft launch

Soft launch but not a slow start. Sure hands and a steady heart. I say your name in my head Make a space in your bed. You open the door...

I let you see

“I tell you no lies, I let you see” Song “Sharlene”, artist Hong Kong Boyfriend I've lived a thousand lives in 35 years. I can fill a...

bitch

Bitch. Mean. Cold. Harsh. That’s something I heard a lot when I was younger. I never thought of myself as a mean person or a bitch,...

bricks

When did loneliness become such a hard thing? Where did it get it's sharp edges? How can it fill a room with it's stillness? How can it...

conditions

Losing you is the part of loving you that is the easiest. Maybe I'm too used to loss and not used enough to love. Maybe 14 years was...

happiness, an invitation

“Are you happy?” I'm not sure if happy is the best description of how I feel. I think it’s more like contentment that I feel. In all of...

old life

What does it feel like to feel your old life dying? It feels like this. The joy bubbling within you, spilling over and meeting the pain...

hovering

In the darkness of the night I lay still and dream of another I hover between sleep and wakefulness I am loved. I am protected. I am...

what can I carry

I wanted to carry you with grace to the end but I carry only my own shame.

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