Aug 2, 20231 minyou grin at meYou grin at me and I see right through your thoughts. 'I like you' I say between kisses. 'You like me' is what I think, and I like seeing...
Jul 31, 20231 minsoft launchSoft launch but not a slow start. Sure hands and a steady heart. I say your name in my head Make a space in your bed. You open the door...
Jul 30, 20231 minI let you see“I tell you no lies, I let you see” Song “Sharlene”, artist Hong Kong Boyfriend I've lived a thousand lives in 35 years. I can fill a...
Jul 14, 20231 minbitchBitch. Mean. Cold. Harsh. That’s something I heard a lot when I was younger. I never thought of myself as a mean person or a bitch,...
Jul 11, 20231 minbricksWhen did loneliness become such a hard thing? Where did it get it's sharp edges? How can it fill a room with it's stillness? How can it...
Jul 10, 20231 minconditionsLosing you is the part of loving you that is the easiest. Maybe I'm too used to loss and not used enough to love. Maybe 14 years was...
Jul 7, 20231 minhappiness, an invitation“Are you happy?” I'm not sure if happy is the best description of how I feel. I think it’s more like contentment that I feel. In all of...
Jul 5, 20231 minold lifeWhat does it feel like to feel your old life dying? It feels like this. The joy bubbling within you, spilling over and meeting the pain...
Jun 29, 20231 minhoveringIn the darkness of the night I lay still and dream of another I hover between sleep and wakefulness I am loved. I am protected. I am...
Jun 27, 20231 minwhat can I carryI wanted to carry you with grace to the end but I carry only my own shame.